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darciaofavalon
11 July 2009 @ 04:22 pm
Was I affected by Michael's death? Not so much, but I was moved by how many lives he had touched, the number of people mourning the passing of an icon. I do think he was definitely one of the world's greatest entertainers. As for the number of rumours and "scandals" surrounding him in his later years, I think a lot of that was due to the fact that people just did not understand him. I am fairly certain that the accusations of child molestation were just that...baseless accusations designed to get money out of him. The first time he just paid the person off in the hopes it go away, but the second time he actually fought the person. Especially once her credibility was thrown out the window when they discovered she was wanted for welfare fraud. Not to mention the fact that all three of his children were conceived through artificial insemination (bought from a sperm bank) and a surrogate parent and there was zero intimacy involved.

He never had a normal childhood. Hell, he never had a childhood period, and I do not think, mentally, he ever really grew up. I think all the things he did to have kids around him were because he wanted to make friends. I do not think he made the connection that sleeping next to a child unacceptable for an adult to do because perhaps he just did not see himself as an adult. I think he just saw it as having a sleepover with a friend, but the parents of those children decided to try and turn the situations to their advantage so they could have it made.

Yes, he was in debt, yes, the past several years were ridden with scandal, but why can't people look at the good things he did with his life? A LOT of his music was positive and upbeat, he did numerous charity concerts to raise money for foundations aimed at helping children, when he won that lawsuit with PepsiCo for setting his head on fire, he gave all that money to a burn center. He donated a lot of his time and money to helping others, especially to helping children. Why can't people remember him for that and for his music rather than the baseless accusations touted through the tabloids in an effort to ruin his life?
 
 
Mood: blah
Music: Jackson 5 - I'll Be There
 
 
darciaofavalon
19 May 2009 @ 09:33 am
For a moment I was really worried about my coffee at work. One of my coworkers said she had read an update about our conversion stating they were going to be removing our water and coffee service. I almost had to shed a tear at the prospect. Thankfully it will not be so and the company will only ensure all branches use the same supplier they already do. I definitely breathed a sigh of relief after researching the matter and discovering that article.

Is it obvious I love my coffee perhaps a little too much?

In other news, my man-wench and I might be taking the kids to Disneyland this summer since they have never been. Their mother won a free trip for four or five to Disneyland last year, apparently. But instead of taking her children who had never been, she ditched them at home, and took her brother she hates and two friends. Great mother, no?
 
 
Mood: relieved
 
 
darciaofavalon
28 April 2009 @ 01:39 pm
Looks like, once we complete conversion, we will have access to less and less internet stuff. All personal email sites are currently blocked, MySpaz and Facebook still are, and who knows what will be next. Microsoft Outlook will be removed from every teller station, so no checking work email either. Which is rather silly seeing as that is how we get email reminders for the idiots who can not manage to enter their time. Oh well, guess I will just have to find a personal email site that has yet to be blocked. Almost makes me with YourMom was still working...
 
 
Mood: Sad from teh lack of intarwebz
 
 
darciaofavalon
26 April 2009 @ 06:59 pm
A picture of Monty:
 
 
Mood: content
 
 
darciaofavalon
25 April 2009 @ 09:33 am
So we are in the midst of a remodel at work as part of our conversion to Chase and I like our branch SO much more this way. Not to mention the fact that management actually seems to be trying to help me along again. I was left alone to run the branch for the last few hours of the day on Monday, which was interesting. Apparently I did not fail at this since they congratulated me on a job well done the next day. Go me?

One of my new coworkers seems to have quite the crush on me as well. At least he understands I am taken, happily, and very not interested. Thankfully he will not press the matter since I am, thus far, the only friend he has up here right now. I have not had to impress upon him the benefits of him being new to the area and not knowing anyone other than coworkers. Hooray not having anyone to miss you should you disappear?

In other news, we has a new horsie, of which I will post a picture when I get home. Stupid work blocking photobucket so I cannot access it anymore. His name is Monty, he is about ten years old, and he is a gorgeous Arabian gelding. I also cut my hair...pictures of which will be provided later as well.

Anyway, just a quick update since I have some spare time and LJ does not seem to be blocked at work. Just photobucket and personal email sites.
 
 
Mood: lethargic
 
 
darciaofavalon
07 January 2009 @ 09:34 am
Guess I should update this silly thing more often, eh?

Things are going very well with the boyfriend still and I have actually met his ex-wife now. She was most insistent after her daughter started talking about me after I had spent time with the kids a few times. I can understand why it would be awkward for my man-slave, but I can see her point as well. Turns out I did not receive all of the requests from the ex because they simply were not being relayed. Like I said, I can understand why he did it, but it resulted in her looking up my phone number in their phone records and calling me. Disconcerting to say the least.

I found a missed call from her number on my phone the other day along with a voicemail. It was...odd, unexpected, and I was more than a little wary, but after being told that I was not getting messages relayed to me through Brian, I can kind of see why she did it. Either way, she was surprisingly civil and almost...nice around exclaiming how incredibly nervous she was calling me. She said that, since I had been spending time with the kids, she would really like to meet me and get a chance to chat with me, get to know me.

So I decided to go with Brian to drop the kiddles off at her place the other night. We chatted while I was there and she definitely made the effort to be nice and pleasant. Probably because I did, but either way, Brian was the only one who felt awkward or uncomfortable. Sarah was definitely amused by this since he was being so silly about the whole thing. I can see why he would be a little uncomfortable, but meeting the ex was something that needed to happen. Especially since I have been hanging out with the kiddles.

I ended up with another missed call from her yesterday, since noone manages to call when I am able to answer, and left me another message. She thanked me for coming over, making an effort, and that the gesture was appreciated. She said she just wanted to know who was hanging out with her kids since Morrigan talks about me all the time. Then she said that, having met me, she thinks I seem like a really nice person and Brian is very lucky to have me. More than a little odd coming from the ex, but she told Brian that she really liked me as well after meeting me, so we shall see, I suppose. Could just be that she was in an incredibly good mood and it may not always be like this, or maybe she really does like me and we will somehow manage to get along. Strangely enough, my man-slave was right. I think that, had we met under different circumstances, his ex and I would probably have been friends.

In other news, I cut my hair.
 
 
Mood: awake
 
 
darciaofavalon
08 December 2008 @ 08:03 am
So, this morning, I am sitting on my ass waiting until I can call into work around trying to stifle the urge to purge. Somehow I managed to become sick between last night and this morning. This makes me sad because Brian and I had such a good night last night. We managed to win tickets to the Seattle Sinner Fetish Bash, nothing extraordinary, but still fun. So we got gothed/fetished up, which was fun since Brian's friend seemed to have really enjoy helping me dress. She helped me make a top out of bondage tape. And sorry, there will not be any pictures because we both managed to forget our cameras. Oops.

But, of course, now my head hurts, I ache, I have a fever, slight chills, and, naturally, nausea like nothing else. Thankfully, I have tomorrow off, so, with any luck, I will be back at work Wednesday.

I actually feel shitty enough to not want to eat anything right now. Guess the urge to purge will do that to you...
 
 
Mood: sick
 
 
darciaofavalon
19 November 2008 @ 08:15 am
We may have found our horse's brother for sale a couple hours away from us.  He was foaled the year before ours, he is gorgeous, and we hope has some of the same personality traits as our horse.  Let us cross our fingers and hope, eh?
 
 
Mood: hopeful
 
 
darciaofavalon
05 November 2008 @ 10:25 pm
As a couple of you know, we had to make the unfortunate decision to put our horse down yesterday.

My little sister was trying to load her horse, Fizzie, into a trailer to take her to some festival down in town.  Apparently what happened is the door to the trailer wasn't closed like it was supposed to be when Claire was trying to get her inside.  Her friend Bailey's grandma just knew that Fizzie had problems with enclosed places and was going to leave it open in case Fizzie freaked and Claire needed to get out fast.  She'd actually been stuck in a trailer with a freaked horse, and she didn't want to put Claire in that same situation.  She didn't know that Claire had been working with Fizzie on that a lot and she was getting much, much better about it.  Fizzie was to the point where she could be in a trailer just fine as long as another horse was put in after her, but you have to make sure you close the door.
 
Apparently the doors being opened spooked her, so she started backing up.  Her head got tangled in something overhead in the horse trailer, which freaked her out more, and she reared up.  This put all her weight on the lead rope tethered inside causing it to snap in half.  That threw her balance off, pulling her head free, and causing her to fall on her hindquarters.  She fell backwards out of the trailer, landing first on her head, then flat on her back.  She managed a large gash in her right front knee somewhere during this.  My mom said she was writhing around on the ground in agony for a couple minutes then finally rolled to her side and laid still.  Erika, the one who teaches Claire's lessons, thought Fizzie was dying right there and she was going to have to call her father out to shoot her.  Fizzie finally tried getting up, but kept having problems, and when she finally made it, she seemed very disoriented, almost like she couldn't see.
 
The vet rushed out and I got there right after she did.  I came in while she was cleaning Fizzie's leg, after giving her lots of morphine for the pain, and she looked very upset.  She took my mom aside and explained that there was a lot of sand and dirt in the wound, and it was actually incredibly deep, straight through the joint.  She said it would require a week-long vet stay to treat, costing between $3000 and $5000, because they would have to keep flushing the wound to keep it clean, then do the physical therapy for the recovery.  Even then there was only a 50% chance she would actually recover from it, and if she did, Claire could never ride her again.  Fizzie would have ended up being nothing more than a pasture horse because she wouldn't be able to have that kind of strain on her knee.  And all this was excluding the concussion they would most assuredly have to treat and without doing any x-rays to see if the leg was broken.  Given that there was so slim a chance Fizzie would ever recover, we had to opt to have her put down.  Afterward, the vet did a closer examination, and she found that the knee was indeed completely shattered.  So there really was nothing we could do to help her.

Needless to say, I've been in a fantastic mood.
 
 
Mood: sad
 
 
darciaofavalon
28 October 2008 @ 07:25 pm
So it seems it has been a while since I posted here.  Oops.  Well, for those of you who do not know, I have been dating an awesome boy for the last few months.  He totally rocks my socks.  He is nice, funny, smart (when he is not around me since I seem to make his brain shut down), all of his friends love me, his mother loves me, he worships the ground I walk on, my mini-me likes him, and, more surprising than that, my parents actually like him.  My mother's exact words were "none of the guys that you've dated that I have met can hold a candle to Brian".  It had both of us worried for a bit there, but he managed to survive dinner with the parents at their house with my obnoxious 24 y/o sister visiting without reaching across the table to bitch slap her.  Wow, what a scattered sentence.

Actually, I do want to babble about that.  So, my 
24 y/o sister is visiting for a couple weeks from NC.  Now, when she was younger, and my mini-me was MUCH younger, she used to babysit for my parents when I could not.  Ashlee used to be really mean to Miss Claire...REALLY mean.  Ashlee would get pissy if Claire did not do exactly what she told her, when she told her, and would threaten to walk out and leave her alone.  Claire is two or three at this point and, naturally, becomes hysterical at the prospect.  So Ashlee would step outside, lock the door, and sit on the front step, listening to Claire scream and cry because she thinks she has just been abandoned.  Shortly after I graduated high school, Ashlee would babysit when I was working if my parents went out.  I would come home from work at 10:30 at night to a crying, hysterical toddler clinging to my legs.  Her diaper had not been changed once all night, she did not get dinner, she did not get her bath, and she was not in bed.  In fact, Ashlee would spend the entire evening yelling at Claire to shut up if she made ANY noise because it distracted her from whatever computer/video game she was playing.  It took me telling my mother about this a few times before she finally listened.  I mean, I know she thought I was the horrible, useless daughter, but c'mon, when your toddler tells you the same thing, you would think she would listen?  Then there were all the atomic wedgies Ashlee gave her, breaking Claire's underwear a couple times.  I had to threaten Ashlee with physical violence right before telling my mother to get her to stop.  I am not one for fighting, but I would have happily beaten the shit out of her for that.

But I digress.  So, all this stuff has happened to Claire courtesy of Ashlee, and Claire, when she was seven or eight, decided to get back at Ashlee a little.  Apparently, Claire borrowed Ashlee's toothbrush and brushed her cat's teeth with it.  Then, shortly after that, she borrowed it again to help me detail my car and cleaned my wheel wells with it.  Now, I did not know this had happened until a couple years ago, and my mother just found out this past year.  She made the mistake of bringing it up during dinner because, while it IS funny in retrospect, Ashlee never thinks anything is funny when it is at her expense.  So, naturally, she decided to throw a massive hissy fit during dinner over this, yelling at Claire, going on about how malicious and vile it was.  I piped in and mentioned all the atomic wedgies and pairs of panties that were broken as a result, so Ashlee says something about how none of that would have made Claire physically ill.  I wanted to bring up all the other stuff Ashlee used to do to her, but it just would have made matters worse.  Did I mention that this was Brian's first time meeting my sister?  Yeah.  So Ashlee did that, and for a while the tension was almost thick enough to cut with a knife.  And she dragged it out until Brian and I left for the night, which we did as soon as we politely could just to get away from Ashlee.  The first thing he said after we left was, "Dear gods, is she ALWAYS like that?  I just wanted to reach across the table and bitch slap her and tell her to stop being such a rude, selfish, condescending CUNT!"

Needless to say, she made a GREAT first impression.  At least he understands why I do not like spending ANY amount of time with her now.

 
 
Mood: bored
 
 
darciaofavalon
12 August 2008 @ 11:49 am
Today marks the Roman festival of Diana and Hecate.  You should check them out, they are kind of cool.
 
 
Mood: happy
 
 
darciaofavalon
10 August 2008 @ 09:20 pm
Who knew I would actually manage to make it to 25?  I actually had a really good day.  I was surprised.  Especially since my father actually called me.  Twas...odd, to say the least.  I got some cool presents, my boyfriend sent me flowers at work yesterday and took me out, everyone and their mom called to wish me happy birthday, and my sister did not put as much effort as she usually does into making my day about her.  I think that may have shocked me more than my father calling me.  Either way, I am another year older, probably not that much wiser, and now I am going to demand my boyfriend come over and entertain me.
 
 
Mood: content
 
 
darciaofavalon
14 July 2008 @ 09:48 pm
YAY!  
Kirsten is moving home! Now I will has more than one person to hang out with! I would be doing back flips if I could manage it without hurting myself. That is how excited I am. I think I need a container for my joy so I can save some for later.
 
 
Mood: ecstatic
Music: Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl
 
 
darciaofavalon
18 June 2008 @ 08:13 pm
Yesterday was marked by the marriage of Orpheus and Eurydice. If you do not know the story, you should read it. Now. Also, tonight is the full moon. That is all.
 
 
Mood: bored
Music: Rammstein - Sonne
 
 
darciaofavalon
16 June 2008 @ 10:48 pm
Random crap and fucking with things. Like photos for instance:





Almost anything looks cooler with the colors inverted. Looks like my darkness is seeping out a bit again. Oops.

Also:

Dear David,

You have my phone number, call me. If I see you in person before you do, I will get your number and call you instead. That is a promise AND a threat.

Kisses,
Jess
 
 
Mood: blah
 
 
darciaofavalon
16 June 2008 @ 08:41 pm
I think this sums up Vanilla Ice quite nicely...
 
 
Mood: bored
 
 
darciaofavalon
02 June 2008 @ 11:43 pm
The Marquis de Sade was born June 2nd in 1740. Just thought you all ought to know, especially since I quote him occasionally.
 
 
Mood: blah
 
 
darciaofavalon
02 June 2008 @ 09:15 pm
So yeah, finally got my internet back and whatnot, so I will FINALLY be able to start posting again. I got it hooked up today and I SWEAR the guy doing it for me was so trying to flirt with me. Maybe it was just me.

Anyway, so we have this new chick at work. Cunt gets on my last freakin' nerve, swear to Bob. Gods, is she ever annoying. Every time I see her, it fills me with the urge to drag her outside and curb check the bitch. She is THAT annoying. She has the really bad habit of getting in my face over the dumbest things, like when some creep was trying to take pictures of me from the drive-through. I was relaying the events of the day to a coworker who happened to be off when it happened, and my lovely new coworker felt the need to get in my face and tell me how I just need to "get over it". I threw a couple barbed comments her way for that one. The only thing that really pisses me off about it is that our manager acts like the rest of us are the ones picking on her. She really does not pay any attention to what goes on behind the teller line. If she did, she would have noticed that we tried very hard to include her and make her feel welcome, she simply felt the need to be a snooty bitch and treats us like crap. Whatev. She'll get hers.

Also, I got my nails done. It was fun.
 
 
Mood: apathetic
 
 
darciaofavalon
05 May 2008 @ 10:24 pm
Who do not visit the forum. I got my hair did Saturday. I like it.



 
 
Mood: sleepy
 
 
darciaofavalon
23 April 2008 @ 07:53 pm
1. What is your occupation? Bank Bitch...
2. What color are your socks right now? Grey, teal, and blue argyle...
3. What are you listening to right now? Marilyn Manson - Doll-Dagga-Buzz-Buzz-Ziggety-Zag
4. What was the last thing that you ate? Ramen!
5. Can you drive a stick shift vehicle? Yes, yes, I can...
6. What color would you be, if you were a color? Black. Because I can.
7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? My...mother?
8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Sure thang...
9. How old are you today? 24
10. Favorite drink? Coke...
11. Favorite sport to watch? Sp...or...t...?
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yep...
13. Pets? Do plants count?
14. Favorite Food? Cheese...
15. Last movie you watched? Mean Girls...
16. What is your favorite time of the year? Fall and winter...
17. What do you do to vent anger? Blog/rant at people...
18. What was your favorite toy as a child? Dead balloons. What...?
19. Cherry or Blueberry? Yes...
20. Do you want your friends to email you back? Sure, why not...
21. Who is most likely to respond? Your mom...
22. Who is least likely to respond? Your dad...
23. Living arrangements? Rent, apartment, roommate...
24. When was the last time you cried? No fucking clue...
25. Who is the friend? Which?
27. Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers? Yes...
28. Favorite car you've owned? My 2000 manual Neon...
29. Favorite breed of dog? Hot...
30. Number of keys on your key ring? 11...
31. How many years at your current job? Two...
32. Favorite day of the week? Sunday. I sleep in Sunday...
33. How many states have you lived in? US or foreign?
 
 
Mood: relaxed
Music: Marilyn Manson - (s)AINT